Tuesday, April 10, 2012
The vulnerable place of humility
Why are we still insecure? Why do we seek praise from others? Why do we question our worth in God? Because We have forgotten or have not fully grasped what it means to find complete and whole value and purpose in the king Jesus and who He is rather than find identity in what We do.
I don't know if it is because my role has been changing personally with my children growing up and also in the life of the church as we release leaders who now do what brought me purpose and value. But God has been at work in my heart.
It is incredibly hard to completely surrender to Jesus - to hold onto nothing that can bring us security or value, purpose or identity- but to completely surrender and say "I honestly am nothing without him. I am nothing." How humiliating and vulnerable a place that is - it leaves us feeling exposed and weak. It leaves us desperate and dependent on Our father MORE THAN EVER.
Pride is a bigger issue than we give credit. It prevents us from fully surrendering to our king so that He can do what He wants in us - making us to be His. It prevents us from being completely dependent on our Father - as scripture encourages us to. If we are holding onto something of ourselves for identity we will never be fully His. In order for us to accomplish what He has for us all - we need to humble ourselves a fresh and a new - realizing we really are pathetic without Him - there is nothing in us NOTHING of value in our flesh - the value of who we are and what we bring is all rooted in Jesus!!
I want to let go of all I have held onto to bring purpose and identity to my life because of insecurity in myself. I want to release it and surrender. I am His - everything good about me is because of Him and only Him. Everything good about me is to ultimately bring Him glory not me!! I am a sinner - in desperate need of a savior - not just once but every day.
Sunday, October 2, 2011
His Kingdom Surpasses
Thursday, March 17, 2011
Walking out this kingdom Part 2
Walking out this Kingdom
Tuesday, March 15, 2011
Letting go...
It has been so long since I entered a blog - but I guess there is something in everyone that wants to dialogue the thoughts that are on my heart.
Saturday, August 4, 2007
Sleepover fun - Becca's 10th Birthday
These were taken on our vacation. More photos can be viewed on facebook. We had such an amazing time. When Steve and I were trying to plan our vacation doors kept closing. We originally tried to go to Florida but it was to expensive. We got quite frustrated toward the end because nothing seemed to be happening. About two weeks before we called a friend who had offered her parents place to us a while ago. It is in Michigan, right on a lake. We called and asked her if it was still possible and it was! We ended up going to 10 days and it was just what we needed. There were kayaks and lots of beach to play on. When we needed to get out the sun there was a huge flat screen TV and endless channels. We went to the botanical gardens and the mall and mini golf. It was great. My mom was able to join us for three of the days before she had to fly home which was very special. All in all we had a great break! Check out some more photos on facebook...if I can get the technology right.
Love Debs